Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Believe It

You  believe in me
In your eyes I see
There's more than meets the eye
You can do it if you just try
I'm always here, you know
For whatever is in tow
We can have it all
Catch each other when we fall
It will come in time
Just listen to the chimes
Of the earth around you
And you will see it through

Closed For Now

Seeing you again
Brought back all the feelings
All the memories
All the pain
But still you sit there
Not saying a word
When deep down you know
Your actions hurt me like a sword

I only saw you for her
And still I needed support
So I had him talk for me
I never let out a whisper

Say what you want and tell who you must
But these things you do, they fade my trust
I've given you too many chances
I'm sick of your apologies
Your money is no good to me
I've locked up my heart and thrown out the key

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Hell Is The Psychiatrist

Why do you keep poking at me?
It doesn't help your case.
Trying to block the images I see,
These memories won't erase.

I remember that day so well,
Strange people made us talk.
Then they took him away from us,
Not guilty, the door was locked.

That day was so many years ago,
But in my mind it stays.
What you did was wrong, you know.
You were wrong in so many ways.

You lied and said we had to go,
No one knowing I was there.
So I went, feeling so low,
And you without a care.

Monday, December 15, 2008

First Sight (old)

"Maybe someday."
She calls to him.
"Please don't leave."
He reels her in.

He traces his finger around her lips,
Her knees buckle and go weak.
She clutches him and fights for words,
But all that comes out is a squeak.
He asks her to come with him,
But again she cannot speak.
They walk to a wooden bench in the park,
As they sit, there is a slight creek.

Her skin feels so soft,
His smile can't be beat.
He pulls her closer,
As if they didn't just meet.
The passion is overwhelming,
The kisses are so sweet.
They are soon out of breath,
In the evening summer heat.

He asks when he will see her again.
And she says, "Tonight."
He asks, "So what do you call this then?"
She replies, "Love at first sight."

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Dramatics (old)

Honey you needn't freak out on me,
I tried and tried to be the best I could be.
But oh no, that wasn't good enough for you,
And apparently there was nothing I could do.
Hey you, spreading rumors everywhere,
Whatever bitch, cause I don't even care.
Listen up, I hope you learned your lesson,
Cause you're the only player in this game of oppression.
Honey please, your words are too dramatic,
Put us both at ease and get some help, you fucking addict.

Unavailable (old)

You run after me,
Aware of all my faults, my fears.
I run from almost everything,
Always resulting in tears.

You're picking up my pieces,
Trying to carry me away.
But I'm so very stubborn,
And you leave me in dismay.

You may call me detached and unavailable,
But that's not how I see it.
I'm through with your controlling ways,
This relationship I finally quit.